the Wait

all I do is wait.

what am I waiting for.

I have no idea.

For nothing is confirmed.

The clock ticks away.

Is it worth the wait?

What if the answer I get in the end is... "I didn't ask you to wait..."

Is it a risk I am willing to take.

The nights be sleepless as my brain is restless.

I talk myself out of it.

I tell myself this feeling is due to other unmeaningful reasons.

A game I have to play... with myself... to keep my sanity.